It is narrated that one day when Rasulullah returned from preaching, he entered the house.

Khadijah greeted, and was about to stand in front of the door. When Khadijah was about to stand up, the Messenger of Allah said,

"O Khadijah, you remain in your place"

At that time, Sayyidah Khadijah was breastfeeding Fatimah who was still a baby. At that time all their wealth was gone. Often there is no food. Until when Fatimah breastfed, it was not milk that came out but blood. It was the blood that entered the mouth of Fatimah r.a.

Then he took Fatimah from his wife's arms and put her on the bed.

Rasulullah, who was tired after returning home from preaching and facing all the insults and slanders of the people, then lay on Khadijah's lap.

Rasulullah fell asleep.

That is how Khadijah caressed Rasulullah's head with tenderness and affection.

Khadijah did not feel tears dripping on Rasulullah's cheeks, she was awake.

“O Khadijah, why are you crying?

Do you regret marrying me, Muhammad? ” Rasulullah asked gently.

Once upon a time you were a noblewoman, you were noble, you were rich. But today you have been insulted by people. Everyone has walked away from you. All your wealth is gone. Do you regret, O Khadijah, marrying me, Muhammad? ”

Rasulullah continued, he could not see his wife crying.

O my husband, O Prophet of Allah, that is not what I wept for. " Khadijah replied.

"I used to have glory. That glory I have given to Allah and His Messenger.

“I used to be a nobleman. I also leave that nobility to Allah and His Messenger.

"I used to have wealth. All that wealth I have given to Allah and His Messenger.

"O Messenger of Allah, Now I have nothing left. But you still continue to fight for this religion "

"O Messenger of Allah, If later I die while your struggle is not over, if you want to cross an ocean, if you want to cross a river but you do not get a raft or a bridge. So dig my grave, take my bones.

Make it a bridge for you to cross the river so that you can meet people and continue your da'wah.

Remind them of the greatness of God. Remind them of the right ones. Invite them to Islam, O Messenger of Allah.

Therefore, the event of Siti Khadijah's death deeply pierced the soul of Rasulullah Shollallahu Alaihi Wasallam, how sad and painful Rasulullah's feelings were at that time because two people he loved, namely his wife Siti Khadijah and his uncle Abu Talib had died.

That year is called Aamul Huzni (year of sorrow) in the life of Rasulullah.

Ilaa hadlratin Nabiyyil Musthafa, wa ilaa Khadijah al Kubra, al Fatihah…