Jawaban:

It is said, one day when the Prophet came home from preaching, he entered the house. Khadija greeted her, and was about to stand at the door. When Khadija was about to stand up, the Messenger of Allah said, "O Khadijah, stay where you are" At that time Sayyidah Khadijah was breastfeeding Fatimah who was still a baby. By then all their wealth had been exhausted. Often there is no food. So that when Fatimah breastfed, not milk came out but blood. It was the blood that entered the mouth of Fatimah r.a. Then he took Fatimah from his wife's arms and put him on the bed. Rasulullah, who was tired after coming home from preaching and facing all the insults and slander of humans, then lay down on Khadija's lap. Rasulullah fell asleep. It was Metika that Khadijah stroked the Prophet's head with great tenderness and affection. Do not feel Khadijah's tears dripping down the cheeks of the Prophet, he was awake. "O Khadija. Why are you crying?" Are you sorry to marry me, Muhammad? " Rasulullah asked gently. You were a noble lady, you were noble, you were wealthy. But today you have been insulted by people. Everyone has stayed away from you. All your wealth is gone. Are you sorry, O Khadija, marrying me, Muhammad? " Rasulullah continued, unable to see his wife crying. O my husband, O Prophet of Allah that is not what I leave. " Khadija replied. "I used to have the glory. I have given this glory to Allah and His Messenger. “I was a noble in the past. I also submit nobility to Allah and His Messenger. “I used to have wealth. I have submitted all the wealth to Allah and His Messenger. "O Messenger of Allah, now I have nothing left. But you are still fighting for this religion " "O Messenger of Allah, if I die while your struggle is not finished, if you want to cross an ocean, if you want to cross a river but you don't get a raft or a bridge, then dig my grave, take my bones. Make it a bridge for you to cross the river so that you can meet humans and continue your preaching. Remind them of the greatness of Allah. Remind them of the right. Invite them to Islam, O Messenger of Allah. Therefore, the event of the death of Siti Khadijah deeply stabbed the soul of Rasulullah Sollallahu Alaihi Wasallam, how sad and painful the Prophet felt at that time because two people he loved, his wife Siti Khadijah and his uncle Abu Talib had died. That year is known as Aamul Huzni (the year of sadness) in the Prophet's life. Ilaa hadlratin Nabiyyil musthafa, wa ilaa Khadijah al Kubra, al Fatihah ... (Kitab Al Busyro, written by Sayyid Muhammad bin Alwi